[ it's hard to relax, he thinks, because of course it is. even with more familiarity between them than ever before, nazuna still feels his heartbeat banging against his ribcage. it's a nostalgic feeling, the crush he's had since he was twelve years old ringing around in around in his chest, and slowly, he relaxes his grip on the barre, a small, soft smile on his face.
it feels good to have him this close, too. nazuna glances up, and that pleased look lights something up in him, the feeling of satisfaction of pleasing shu. itsuki, his oshi-san, the nickname long since unused, but...here, it feels like being zipped into one of shu's perfectly made outfit.
he exhales, and carefully sinks back down as told. first position is easy, and he nods, then mirrors him. nazuna's always been lithe and quick on the uptake, even though it's been years since he last picked up his dancing shoes, and he slides into first position just in front of him.
(they're still so, so close; it feels good to let shu take control of his body, just for a little bit, still conscious of what he's doing but letting shu guide him.) ] It's not that hard.
[ his tone just has a hint of a tease to it. i can handle more than that. ]
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it feels good to have him this close, too. nazuna glances up, and that pleased look lights something up in him, the feeling of satisfaction of pleasing shu. itsuki, his oshi-san, the nickname long since unused, but...here, it feels like being zipped into one of shu's perfectly made outfit.
he exhales, and carefully sinks back down as told. first position is easy, and he nods, then mirrors him. nazuna's always been lithe and quick on the uptake, even though it's been years since he last picked up his dancing shoes, and he slides into first position just in front of him.
(they're still so, so close; it feels good to let shu take control of his body, just for a little bit, still conscious of what he's doing but letting shu guide him.) ] It's not that hard.
[ his tone just has a hint of a tease to it. i can handle more than that. ]