( unfortunately for ichiro, samatoki doesn't come home until much later. it's past the proverbial curfew and sure enough there's no one to greet him when he unlocks the door. he wonders if that means the brat gave up and went home in the end, but boy was he ever wrong once he finds ichiro sleeping in his bed. in his jacket. he has to resist the urge to kick the boy outright.
if he were being honest with himself though, coming home to this isn't exactly a bad thing. there won't be any complaints when he reaches for ichiro's head to muss up his hair almost affectionately before leaving him for a bit to change out his clothes. he only gets as far as taking his shirt off and kicking away his shoes before he climbs onto the bed.
here's hoping he doesn't wake ichiro up when he pulls him closer. his jacket is going to be ruined, but whatever... he'll let it slide this time... )
[ maybe it was predictable of him to do exactly what he said, but ichiro yamada is nothing if not stubborn. that's how he's practically made this apartment his second home, put touches of himself all over it when neither of them were really looking. sure, he's broken in a couple times, but only because he's been welcomed more. they've done cyphers on the back balcony, argued over tv on the couch. ichiro's made him breakfast and raided his fridge. he's made a place for himself in this life, so there's nothing that feels more natural than falling asleep here, even if it's with a bed that's a little colder than usual.
he managed to get up long enough to put on pants, but otherwise dicked around on his phone until eventually, he dozed off, face tucked halfway into a pillow that smells like cigarette smoke, jacket warm around his shoulders like an actual blanket. ichiro barely rouses hours later when samatoki comes home, slowly blinking out of dreamland and letting himself drift slowly into consciousness as the bed dips next to him.
his heart squeezes in his chest, like it always does, but it's easier to notice when he's not pretending to be too cool. ichiro opens his eyes, finally, and tilts his head up to actually look at the now second occupant of the bed, the owner of the warm arm over his body. his voice is thick with sleep, but the smile that spreads on his face is genuine, slow and warm and way more ooey gooey than he'd ever give when he was fully awake. ]
Hi. [ he's a little cold, actually, but ichiro doesn't mind, snaking an arm up from between them to put it across samatoki's middle, too, fingertips falling against his bare back. ] ...welcome home.
( samatoki has been doomed from the very start when it comes to one (1) yamada ichiro. the boy brightens up his day and night no matter how much he will deny it, as if ichiro drags along the sun wherever he goes. every nook and cranny of his apartment reminds him of the time they spent together here, and he doesn't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, whether or not it will bite him back in the ass someday. it's not like he really cares in the end, not at the moment.
the emotion blossoming inside his chest is foreign, unfamiliar, and it grows worse when an arm wraps around him too. he swears ichiro can kill a man with how blinding his smile is, unable to resist the way it demands attention, making it the center of samatoki's world as it always has been since the day they met. )
Hm? I'm surprised you're still even here. Didn't you say you gotta wake up your brothers in the morning?
( if you think that's a smile on samatoki's face, you are maybe a little bit delusional. )
[ luckily (perhaps?) ichiro's mostly unaware of whatever affect he has on samatoki outside of the usual. sure, he knows samatoki likes him to some capacity, keeps him around even if he pretends he doesn't want to, and he knows the guy respects him and his rhymes, but that's as far as his bluster and confidence have taken him down that route. he knows he's built a place for himself next to him, though: nothing could take that away. (he thinks.) (he's not the kind of person who relies on hope, not now, so he refuses to think of a reality otherwise.)
from where he's settled, he can feel the rumble of samatoki's voice in his chest, deeper than his own. it's weirdly comforting, and he shuts his eyes again, squeezing them briefly to try and wake himself up properly. his arm stretches out just briefly over samatoki's back, energy moving all the way to his fingertips like a cat, before he settles back in, that touch of fingerprints on bare skin practically making sparks. if ichiro's the sun, then he's caught up in samatoki's orbit, too, just fine to circulate him and stay close to him, hanging off of his every single word. ]
[ now that he's awake, here, ichiro doesn't want to go back to sleep. he yawns, big and uncovered, and it eats the first few words of his sentence, as he tucks his face back into samatoki's neck, instead, fitting perfectly into the crook of his shoulder and neck and nuzzling in, a bit like a puppy. if samatoki's smiling, ichiro lets him have it, unnoticed, his own face hidden away as he talks quiet against his shoulder. ] ...Didn't mean to fall asleep. [ which is honest. ichiro was really going to try and wait for him to come home. ] What time is it?
( samatoki doesn't really know why ichiro gravitated towards him and vice versa, or why he keeps him around instead of pushing him away like everyone else. it probably would have helped his case if he wasn't the one to initiate this entire thing, when he took the first step and asked the kid (with cuts and bruises and a fiesty energy he couldn't ignore) what's his name. a gamble he had no idea would pay off so well, but a part of him is thankful he took a risk. somehow it feels like the two of them have been inseparable since.
that was several months ago, and now they are here — a tangled mess of limbs in his bed with the lingering smell of cigarette smoke and sunshine. samatoki watches every move ichiro makes, the way his eyes fend off the last little bit of sleep, coming alive and focusing in on him and him alone. he feels fingers on his back again, and he couldn't help the soft exhale that escapes him, relaxing into the touch as he brings ichiro closer. he wonders if he could hear just how loud his heart is beating, pulse reacting to the other's presence like it always does.
he almost sounds like a high school kid in love, but is that really so bad? )
Midnight. Now go back to sleep.
( he brings a hand up to settle at the back of ichiro's head, content to keep them in this position. it's warm and he won't let any heat escape. )
[ midnight. cool. he's still got a few hours before he has to get up, and a cat nap at samatoki's sounds like the perfect way to start his day. he'll kick himself out around six to make sure his brothers are taken care of, send them off to school with lunch and a hair ruffle like he's their actual parent (for the most part, he is.)
here, though, ichiro doesn't have to think about his responsibilities, at least for a little bit. he lets his sleepy thoughts drift to the person next to him, who smells like cigarette smoke and cologne, who has been ichiro's mentor and partner and, arguably, favorite non-family person in the entire world since the day they've met. he'd wait around forever; a few hours is nothing.
even half asleep, ichiro feels samatoki relax. it sends something warm through him, and ichiro is a dumb high school kid in love. he hasn't really said it out loud or anything, but he knows he is. these little gestures just confirm it, and if samatoki's paying close enough attention to him, too, he might feel ichiro's smile widen against his shoulder. ] Mmmmkay.
[ there's a bit of a pause as if he's dozed off, but, after a few moments, ichiro speaks up again, a little muffled, those same fingers tracing a lazy pattern that hasn't stopped since he settled back in, up and down, just because it's there. ] Y'want me to make breakfast? [ pancakes, or something, maybe. he'll have to get up a little earlier. ] Tomorrow. [ it'll be worth it, though. coffee and breakfast together is so stupidly domestic. tomorrow maybe they'll go tag or do something gang-like, but in the late evening, everything's softened to a hum instead of a scream. ]
( the way ichiro comes across as a goddamn puppy all the time isn't lost on samatoki. at first, he found it really annoying, what with the kid wagging his tail and trailing behind him no matter where he went but he grows used to it soon enough and now it's almost a welcomed addition to his life. something he even looks forward to when he comes home from a long day just like this.
ichiro doesn't need to know that samatoki was happy when he saw him still asleep in his bed. it might make him explode because he can't handle that much sunshine in his life, not this late at night anyway — )
You wanna wake up even earlier? ( he pulls back just enough so he can raise an eyebrow at the other. ) Doesn't really matter to me either way, so surprise me.
( breakfast does sound nice though... but he's not about to admit that easily because he's an idiot. he's more content to go back to bringing ichiro closer to him because he's warm. it's what makes falling asleep next to him the best thing in the world. )
[ ichiro makes a decidedly uncool pleased noise in response to that last bit--he likes to think he's mad cool and badass and one of the youngest, toughest rappers their city's ever seen, but samatoki does definitely tend to turn him into a puppy. it's not his fault; from that first day, he thought samatoki was one of the coolest people he's ever met, and as he got to know him more, it just got worse.
they're not all that different. they both love music, their siblings, have a similar flow that makes them deadly with hypnosis mics in their hands. back when they first met, ichiro spent his time getting knocked down by wave after wave from mr. hardcore himself, but he refused to give up. even if it was one of the first time he's ever gotten his ass kicked in his life, ichiro kept coming back for more, wiping the blood from his mouth and spitting back until he could barely move. samatoki had looked at him with something like approval, and it was over. he was hooked.
so, it's mutual. ichiro's happy too, but he's honest with his emotions, more free, young and wild and reckless as he is. dating samatoki (if you can call it that; ichiro does, secretly, but he likes the taste of "partners" more than he likes "boyfriend", a nigh inseparable pair changing this world together) is careening off of a cliff at top speed, but god, at least he's enjoying every moment of the ride.
the tug closer is nice, too. samatoki's pretty warm for a guy who's cold all the time, and ichiro tucks in to him, nose rubbing against his collarbone because it's there, a space made just for him, a space he worked hard to earn as his own. ] Kay.
[ he settles there, eyes closed. it seems like ichiro's fallen asleep again, but, he changes his mind; ichiro shifts to press one hand against samatoki's chest, letting it rest there, and pushes himself up the small distance to press a soft, chaste kiss to his mouth. even close mouthed and sweet, it tastes a little like cigarette smoke. a little like his second home.
ichiro holds it for just a second, the contact brief, then drops back down into the pillows. (and maybe he'll be gruff at him for going for something childish like a goodnight kiss, but ichiro's pretty sure he could give samatoki a hundred goodnight kisses and it wouldn't be nearly enough for either of them.)
he sounds content, now, pleased, and shuts those mismatched, stop and go eyes. ] ....'night, Samatoki-san.
( samatoki doesn't know when it all became so easy. to stay like this, with all of his walls broken down, just so he can be swept away by ichiro's infectious energy. it's not like anyone is around to judge him while he tries to be more honest, lying here surrounded by comfortable darkness and a puppy in his arms, but then again he was never the kind of person to act that way to begin with. this is all new territory to him, one that grew easier with time before he even realized it — days turned to months to a year, all in a blink of an eye.
this is where their differences start. while ichiro adapts to anything thrown his way naturally, samatoki is practically an immovable mountain in the middle of the road, unable to change his course nine times out of ten. it's really only thanks to ichiro nowadays that he's starting to learn, and once he got started on something, ichiro would see it through until the end — but it's mutual because samatoki doesn't mind.
samatoki wants to change for him, to be a better person than who he currently is. if that's what it meant to be in love, an emotion still so unknown and raw, as long as ichiro is by his side, he doesn't think he minds it so much. at least there's no denial even if he never admits anything out loud.
but he kisses him back regardless, another chaste kiss and yet it'a just as sincere as the last. samatoki can smell sunshine on him, a bright, warm scent that he can also taste on his lips. it tastes sweet, it tastes happy — little things that remind him that life isn't as unfair as he once thought. when he finally breaks away, he pulls ichiro closer, allowing him to rest his head underneath his chin. the way they are curled into each other is something he could get used to for the rest of his life.
sleep comes to the both of them as easily as they've always matched their rhythms. the only times samatoki stirs is to adjust his grip around ichiro, reeling him back in if he shuffled even just a tiny bit away from him. there might have been a tug-of-war with the blankets, as usual, but no signs of bad dreams and restless sleep.
he wakes up hours later, when the sun starts spilling through the window. ichiro is still sound asleep, but he knows he'll get an earful if he doesn't wake him up now. )
Oi... ( quietly, at first. ) It's morning. Your brothers are gonna be late if you don't wake up now.
[ in ichiro's dreams, his life is a little different. he lives in a world with his parents still alive, sometimes, collecting a test he got an A on, piled onto the couch to watch a ghibli movie, holding a toddler jiro's hand and a baby saburo in his arms. it's family dinners and school nights and ichiro, aching desperately to make his parents proud, to carry on the yamada name. he walks jiro to kindergarten, to first grade, to second, swears to his parents he'll protect them.
but the dreams always fade. they turn to ichiro in front of the courthouse, still holding their hands, chin held up high as he still holds his brothers hands, too young to understand the gravity of the situation, social workers, foster care, the orphanage itself. even in dreams, it turns to bitterness, anger, frustrated at a system that had failed his siblings, furious at a man who pretended to be his father, even angry at how easily his brothers accepted it. (they didn't know better, they don't know better, they'll never know, i have to help them out and bring them home--over and over, his mantra, in reality in dreams) ichiro's so angry sometimes he can't keep it in, lashes out at whoever he can fight, anyone who steps in his way.
and then, samatoki happened. someone who saw ichiro past a firecracker pissant delinquent (someone that wasn't a loan shark, saying come work for us, ichiro doing jobs that sat badly in his gut to try and survive) and recognized his potential. suddenly, ichiro found the family he'd desperately been craving, in this person, someone he wanted to be. samatoki took care of his blood and took care of his problems: he was cool, effortless, and had a laugh that boomed off the walls of his apartment when ichiro said something particularly clever, or when nemu taught ichiro to cook for the first time and he managed to burn something as easy as a pan of vegetables.
in this apartment, he'd found love, something ichiro thought he'd never find again. he bonded with nemu and felt some of the weight lift from his shoulders, and every day he spent with samatoki made him feel lighter, his age, seventeen pretending to be in his twenties, cool enough for an ear piercing but not cool enough to smoke cigarettes.
in samatoki's bed, he sleeps like a baby, held in someone's arms in a way he hasn't been since his parents died. he soaks up the affection, the attention, every inch of it, and returns it back. (and maybe he's a yakuza, but maybe his parents would be proud, because ichiro's sunshine smile has returned to his face, lately, the same gap toothed one in the last family picture he has in his wallet.) it means he's not so ready when the sunlight breaks in through the window, because six am comes and goes, and ichiro grunts, a soft, slightly annoyed noise as samatoki's voice rumbles against his ear.
he does move. to his credit, he rolls over as if he was going to get up, turning to face samatoki and blinking his eyes half open to look at him, squinting. he looks utterly bleary, his hair sticking up in thirty different directions, and he seems to be making his decision, before he drops down and presses his face into his chest, instead, trying to block out the sunlight and inhale the scent of cologne and cigarette smoke instead. ]
Five more minutes. [ it's not like his brothers want him to wake them, anyway. that guy will do it. (just thinking that makes ichiro wake a little more, thinking about how little he wants the head of the orphanage to step any more into a role that should be his.) ]
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thought you wanted to tag up a new spot? or did you change your mind and want something else?
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i can be done with this alone before you get back, anyway.
since you're so busy. ( ˘ ³˘)
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( playing hard to get, but ichiro should already be used to this. )
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and nothing else
[ well he wasn't actually going to do it but now he kind of wants to.
dammit this is samatoki's fault. ]
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enjoy yourself. don't make a mess.
( if he comes home and finds out ichiro was lying, he might just kick him right out. )
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seriously
i’m good running with the others but
S not the same when you’re not here
hurry up and come back.
i’ll be here.
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if he were being honest with himself though, coming home to this isn't exactly a bad thing. there won't be any complaints when he reaches for ichiro's head to muss up his hair almost affectionately before leaving him for a bit to change out his clothes. he only gets as far as taking his shirt off and kicking away his shoes before he climbs onto the bed.
here's hoping he doesn't wake ichiro up when he pulls him closer. his jacket is going to be ruined, but whatever... he'll let it slide this time... )
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he managed to get up long enough to put on pants, but otherwise dicked around on his phone until eventually, he dozed off, face tucked halfway into a pillow that smells like cigarette smoke, jacket warm around his shoulders like an actual blanket. ichiro barely rouses hours later when samatoki comes home, slowly blinking out of dreamland and letting himself drift slowly into consciousness as the bed dips next to him.
his heart squeezes in his chest, like it always does, but it's easier to notice when he's not pretending to be too cool. ichiro opens his eyes, finally, and tilts his head up to actually look at the now second occupant of the bed, the owner of the warm arm over his body. his voice is thick with sleep, but the smile that spreads on his face is genuine, slow and warm and way more ooey gooey than he'd ever give when he was fully awake. ]
Hi. [ he's a little cold, actually, but ichiro doesn't mind, snaking an arm up from between them to put it across samatoki's middle, too, fingertips falling against his bare back. ] ...welcome home.
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the emotion blossoming inside his chest is foreign, unfamiliar, and it grows worse when an arm wraps around him too. he swears ichiro can kill a man with how blinding his smile is, unable to resist the way it demands attention, making it the center of samatoki's world as it always has been since the day they met. )
Hm? I'm surprised you're still even here. Didn't you say you gotta wake up your brothers in the morning?
( if you think that's a smile on samatoki's face, you are maybe a little bit delusional. )
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from where he's settled, he can feel the rumble of samatoki's voice in his chest, deeper than his own. it's weirdly comforting, and he shuts his eyes again, squeezing them briefly to try and wake himself up properly. his arm stretches out just briefly over samatoki's back, energy moving all the way to his fingertips like a cat, before he settles back in, that touch of fingerprints on bare skin practically making sparks. if ichiro's the sun, then he's caught up in samatoki's orbit, too, just fine to circulate him and stay close to him, hanging off of his every single word. ]
[ now that he's awake, here, ichiro doesn't want to go back to sleep. he yawns, big and uncovered, and it eats the first few words of his sentence, as he tucks his face back into samatoki's neck, instead, fitting perfectly into the crook of his shoulder and neck and nuzzling in, a bit like a puppy. if samatoki's smiling, ichiro lets him have it, unnoticed, his own face hidden away as he talks quiet against his shoulder. ] ...Didn't mean to fall asleep. [ which is honest. ichiro was really going to try and wait for him to come home. ] What time is it?
[ don't make him leave. ]
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that was several months ago, and now they are here — a tangled mess of limbs in his bed with the lingering smell of cigarette smoke and sunshine. samatoki watches every move ichiro makes, the way his eyes fend off the last little bit of sleep, coming alive and focusing in on him and him alone. he feels fingers on his back again, and he couldn't help the soft exhale that escapes him, relaxing into the touch as he brings ichiro closer. he wonders if he could hear just how loud his heart is beating, pulse reacting to the other's presence like it always does.
he almost sounds like a high school kid in love, but is that really so bad? )
Midnight. Now go back to sleep.
( he brings a hand up to settle at the back of ichiro's head, content to keep them in this position. it's warm and he won't let any heat escape. )
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here, though, ichiro doesn't have to think about his responsibilities, at least for a little bit. he lets his sleepy thoughts drift to the person next to him, who smells like cigarette smoke and cologne, who has been ichiro's mentor and partner and, arguably, favorite non-family person in the entire world since the day they've met. he'd wait around forever; a few hours is nothing.
even half asleep, ichiro feels samatoki relax. it sends something warm through him, and ichiro is a dumb high school kid in love. he hasn't really said it out loud or anything, but he knows he is. these little gestures just confirm it, and if samatoki's paying close enough attention to him, too, he might feel ichiro's smile widen against his shoulder. ] Mmmmkay.
[ there's a bit of a pause as if he's dozed off, but, after a few moments, ichiro speaks up again, a little muffled, those same fingers tracing a lazy pattern that hasn't stopped since he settled back in, up and down, just because it's there. ] Y'want me to make breakfast? [ pancakes, or something, maybe. he'll have to get up a little earlier. ] Tomorrow. [ it'll be worth it, though. coffee and breakfast together is so stupidly domestic. tomorrow maybe they'll go tag or do something gang-like, but in the late evening, everything's softened to a hum instead of a scream. ]
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ichiro doesn't need to know that samatoki was happy when he saw him still asleep in his bed. it might make him explode because he can't handle that much sunshine in his life, not this late at night anyway — )
You wanna wake up even earlier? ( he pulls back just enough so he can raise an eyebrow at the other. ) Doesn't really matter to me either way, so surprise me.
( breakfast does sound nice though... but he's not about to admit that easily because he's an idiot. he's more content to go back to bringing ichiro closer to him because he's warm. it's what makes falling asleep next to him the best thing in the world. )
I'll eat whatever you make.
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they're not all that different. they both love music, their siblings, have a similar flow that makes them deadly with hypnosis mics in their hands. back when they first met, ichiro spent his time getting knocked down by wave after wave from mr. hardcore himself, but he refused to give up. even if it was one of the first time he's ever gotten his ass kicked in his life, ichiro kept coming back for more, wiping the blood from his mouth and spitting back until he could barely move. samatoki had looked at him with something like approval, and it was over. he was hooked.
so, it's mutual. ichiro's happy too, but he's honest with his emotions, more free, young and wild and reckless as he is. dating samatoki (if you can call it that; ichiro does, secretly, but he likes the taste of "partners" more than he likes "boyfriend", a nigh inseparable pair changing this world together) is careening off of a cliff at top speed, but god, at least he's enjoying every moment of the ride.
the tug closer is nice, too. samatoki's pretty warm for a guy who's cold all the time, and ichiro tucks in to him, nose rubbing against his collarbone because it's there, a space made just for him, a space he worked hard to earn as his own. ] Kay.
[ he settles there, eyes closed. it seems like ichiro's fallen asleep again, but, he changes his mind; ichiro shifts to press one hand against samatoki's chest, letting it rest there, and pushes himself up the small distance to press a soft, chaste kiss to his mouth. even close mouthed and sweet, it tastes a little like cigarette smoke. a little like his second home.
ichiro holds it for just a second, the contact brief, then drops back down into the pillows. (and maybe he'll be gruff at him for going for something childish like a goodnight kiss, but ichiro's pretty sure he could give samatoki a hundred goodnight kisses and it wouldn't be nearly enough for either of them.)
he sounds content, now, pleased, and shuts those mismatched, stop and go eyes. ] ....'night, Samatoki-san.
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this is where their differences start. while ichiro adapts to anything thrown his way naturally, samatoki is practically an immovable mountain in the middle of the road, unable to change his course nine times out of ten. it's really only thanks to ichiro nowadays that he's starting to learn, and once he got started on something, ichiro would see it through until the end — but it's mutual because samatoki doesn't mind.
samatoki wants to change for him, to be a better person than who he currently is. if that's what it meant to be in love, an emotion still so unknown and raw, as long as ichiro is by his side, he doesn't think he minds it so much. at least there's no denial even if he never admits anything out loud.
but he kisses him back regardless, another chaste kiss and yet it'a just as sincere as the last. samatoki can smell sunshine on him, a bright, warm scent that he can also taste on his lips. it tastes sweet, it tastes happy — little things that remind him that life isn't as unfair as he once thought. when he finally breaks away, he pulls ichiro closer, allowing him to rest his head underneath his chin. the way they are curled into each other is something he could get used to for the rest of his life.
sleep comes to the both of them as easily as they've always matched their rhythms. the only times samatoki stirs is to adjust his grip around ichiro, reeling him back in if he shuffled even just a tiny bit away from him. there might have been a tug-of-war with the blankets, as usual, but no signs of bad dreams and restless sleep.
he wakes up hours later, when the sun starts spilling through the window. ichiro is still sound asleep, but he knows he'll get an earful if he doesn't wake him up now. )
Oi... ( quietly, at first. ) It's morning. Your brothers are gonna be late if you don't wake up now.
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but the dreams always fade. they turn to ichiro in front of the courthouse, still holding their hands, chin held up high as he still holds his brothers hands, too young to understand the gravity of the situation, social workers, foster care, the orphanage itself. even in dreams, it turns to bitterness, anger, frustrated at a system that had failed his siblings, furious at a man who pretended to be his father, even angry at how easily his brothers accepted it. (they didn't know better, they don't know better, they'll never know, i have to help them out and bring them home--over and over, his mantra, in reality in dreams) ichiro's so angry sometimes he can't keep it in, lashes out at whoever he can fight, anyone who steps in his way.
and then, samatoki happened. someone who saw ichiro past a firecracker pissant delinquent (someone that wasn't a loan shark, saying come work for us, ichiro doing jobs that sat badly in his gut to try and survive) and recognized his potential. suddenly, ichiro found the family he'd desperately been craving, in this person, someone he wanted to be. samatoki took care of his blood and took care of his problems: he was cool, effortless, and had a laugh that boomed off the walls of his apartment when ichiro said something particularly clever, or when nemu taught ichiro to cook for the first time and he managed to burn something as easy as a pan of vegetables.
in this apartment, he'd found love, something ichiro thought he'd never find again. he bonded with nemu and felt some of the weight lift from his shoulders, and every day he spent with samatoki made him feel lighter, his age, seventeen pretending to be in his twenties, cool enough for an ear piercing but not cool enough to smoke cigarettes.
in samatoki's bed, he sleeps like a baby, held in someone's arms in a way he hasn't been since his parents died. he soaks up the affection, the attention, every inch of it, and returns it back. (and maybe he's a yakuza, but maybe his parents would be proud, because ichiro's sunshine smile has returned to his face, lately, the same gap toothed one in the last family picture he has in his wallet.) it means he's not so ready when the sunlight breaks in through the window, because six am comes and goes, and ichiro grunts, a soft, slightly annoyed noise as samatoki's voice rumbles against his ear.
he does move. to his credit, he rolls over as if he was going to get up, turning to face samatoki and blinking his eyes half open to look at him, squinting. he looks utterly bleary, his hair sticking up in thirty different directions, and he seems to be making his decision, before he drops down and presses his face into his chest, instead, trying to block out the sunlight and inhale the scent of cologne and cigarette smoke instead. ]
Five more minutes. [ it's not like his brothers want him to wake them, anyway. that guy will do it. (just thinking that makes ichiro wake a little more, thinking about how little he wants the head of the orphanage to step any more into a role that should be his.) ]